sorry dar dar mel.

i knew i m petty, attitude and over sensitive.
i just cannot take it when u are not mine.
i really didnt want to show you attitude.
i really cannot take it whenever i m not happy.
i hope that everything could be so perfect.
i really didnt want arguements.
i also hope that u will understand my situation, regardless with my family or your friends.
i rem telling u i simply cant get along with your friends.
i m sorry.
i know i m not sociable enough.
i m not like kaixin who can mix and get along with anyone around the globe.

i just pray that you will not leave me for another girl just because you cannot take my attitude.

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MAY's back.
such a surprise gift i ever had in my life.
she just came back to singapore from ireland and none knows it.
wow. cutE!
anyway, i really miss her.
but it's not going to happen again.
cuz she's gonna be by my side from now on. ((:

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you know, about the incident at plaza singapura whereby the glass dropped?
god damn it.
i just witness the whole thing can?
=="
i can never forget what exactly happened on that freaking day.

i got no mood to blog at all.
i smsed her to tell her i m sorry.
but she did not reply.

i m utterly disappointed.
i m moodless.
i m dying.
i m crying.
i m heartbroken.
i m hopeless.
i m helpless.
i deserve it.
i had attitude.
i m a bad bad girl.
i dont deserve any love.
i m an idiot.
i m a girl who scold everyone.
i m a girl that every one hates.
i m a freak.
i m a bitch.
i m nothing.
i dont belong to the world.
i deserve to be slapped by slippers.

i just dont deserve any good things in this big fat world.
everyone hates me.
and i hates everything.
)):

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.