i felt really pathetic today.
i know i wasnt in the clique.
but, can all of you still treat me as a classmate of yours? not a nobody?

please try to stand in our shoes.
think of our feelings.
be considerate can?
can u all imagine how hurting that can be?
everyone wants to be involve.
be as a class.
we are struggling very hard to be in the cliques.
trying very hard to understand and be part of you all.
but did you all open your doors before?

big fat NO!
yes, it's opened.. but when i want to enter, you all just slammed the door right into my face.
how terrible is the feeling, maybe you all are yet to know.
but i shall say i have been feeling that for almost a year.
)):

no one cares.

you pretend you care.
you pretend i was part of you all.
you pretend that i was great.
you pretend that nothing happened.
you pretend i was prefect.

but as i said, you pretend.
deep inside your heart, i wasnt.

i was nothing.
i was nobody.
i was someone whom is irritating.
i was someone whom you all dun need to feel emphaty.
i was someone that's arrogant.
i was someone whom does not belong to anywhere.

yes i know.

cuz the feeling of being left out was there.

please, stop pretending and show me true friendships.
please.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



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`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
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`New curtains
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`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
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