"FUCK LA..."

i was being scolded.
if a typical friends shout or even scream this phrase at me, at most, i will "fuck" back to him/her.
however, if it happens to be scolded by her, i will only be totally shutdown from the outside world, and start crying inside my heart.

no matter how angry m i or how disappointed i m, i will never ever ever scream that phrase at her.
NO, i swear i never did.
why...
why over and over again, whenever i do hurt her, she must thoroughly hurt me back like that?
i really feel like......................................
hais.

"yes, i m bad, not understanding, petty, unreasonable, stubborn, hot tempered girlfriend. i m not good enough."

"Fuck la.. i'm too tired to argue with u okay. yes, your character is like that. So, what can i do? or what u want me to do?

okay.
since things turn out like that, let's not argue anymore.
i will go out myself, shut myself from friends and everyone.
and cry myself out.

i m petty.
i m unreasonable.
i m stubborn.
i m hot tempered.

no one can tolerate this.
i really dont expect you to do that.
i hate myself.

why must i born with this fucking bad character?
help meeeee..............














i m drowning.
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feeling so freaking terrible and heart breaking, at this very point of time.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.