Monday, June 18, 2007
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hmm.. i have been so down and sad for this few days.
basically, thinking of all the things that has been happening around, involving dar dar and me.
as i said, since i cannot let go of this relationship of ours, i can only keep it and treasure it more. and since i only can keep it, i ought to make this relationship happy and not a sad one.
with all this, i ought to:
- trust dardar mel again and let bygones be bygones.
- hate that joycelyn forever, but knowing that she got nothing to do with dardar.
- love my dar dar more!
- stop finding faults that she has been making.
- accept that facts that she's a plantoon surgent now and that she has lesser time for me.
- she's more commited to work.
- while she has no time with me, i shall work harder on school work.
- be a happy dar dar mel's gf.
- be optimistic.
:D
i must make this relationship a good one.
no more disappointments, lesser arguements with dardar, and love dardar more then eveR!
no more cryings and complainings (or maybe a little here and there sometimes) and meet her whenever she's booking out, no matter if she's meeting me alone or bringing me along with her whatever gatherings (cuz i use to hate mixing around with her friends). but i think through it. i have to go!
/me ROAR!
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i love yOU!
Yours Truly
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great 20th birthday
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