ultimate mission; to be slim enough to wear pretty pretty clothes.

its always so tear wrenching to see myself not being able to wear pretty pretty clothes, wardrobe being so pathetic because what i can see inside is those with sleeves clothes and most t-shirts. sad because i cannot wear short skirts.

though i've been complaining lots regarding the way i look, but i always did not make any efforts at all to change the way i look because i always have the mentality that being fat is nothing big deal actually. procrastination is always what i love to do, eating is my hobby. i think if i bounce on you, you will get smashed by me. ):
i've been gaining weight after since i m together with dardar mainly because i tot i m attached now and i dont need to spend an extra effort to present myself prettier. i dont give it a damn whether or not what people view me.

but things dont always turn out fine for me; my looks and appearance has always been a hindrance for me. so, i m much more determined, compared to last time that i want and i will slim down just because i wanna wear pretty pretty clothes for all happy happy occassion. i want to be slim enough to wear skirt, slim enough to wear sleeveless blouse, slim enough to wear dresses and slim enough for everything.

i want people to call me pretty girl. i want people to tell dardar that, "HEY, you've got a beautiful and gorgeous girlfriend," i want everything. i want to be the centre of attraction! and i believe it will be my day soon. (: all i need is determinations. trust me that i'll be able to make it.

daddy, no more saying i m fat and it's unhealthy. people, stop asking me why i look slimmer when i was in secondary 4. i'll prove to you that i will be SLIMMER than sec4 and slim enough for you to call me pretty lady. (:

time will prove everything my dear.

Labels: its always been my dream~

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



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