something to glad about during my hectic mugging hours is that it's me and dardar's ONEYEARTENTHMONTHANNIVERSARY. (:

its really exhausting and when its 1.22am and i still have to mug for examinations. i have slacked for the past 3 papers and i dont understand why i m chionging for this paper; the most stupidest module, E-commerce. i spend the most effort studying this, trying to get the facts into my mind and yet i just realise that i still know nuts about it.

true/false questions, mcq, short answers, which sounds so simple but it aint. i need some relaxation, some stress relief therapy soon before hectic studying starts again. i need something to vent my anger on, something to lose my patient on. everything is driving me nuts. i need a long scream, i need a long cry. i need a space whereby i can be myself and not being manipulated. i m not hinting anything, not that someone is making use of me but YES, there is. and i shouldnt deny that i did make "use" of people before.

i dun wanna be a free labour. i dun wanna let people think that i can do things "free" for them and just because it's "free" and therefore they come to me. i dun wan people to treat me like friends because i drive and i have more skills then them. its an advantage that you have friends that can do things for you especially when you needed so but you cant do yourself. i do things for people and i do expect they return gratitudes.

dardarmel is too nice a person and from now onwards, i wanna teach her BAD things. i want her to be as bitchy as me and i want her to be as bad as me. i wanna protect her and and stop letting BAD people to bully her, stop people from deceiving her. she's mine and i shall be selfish. she work hard for her effort. i m mean. but who cares? anyone who tries to take advantage shall be blacklisted. i bet i m persuasive enough to tell dardarmel who's good and who's not good. i trust my verbal skills and trust that i weigh HEAVY enough in her heart to let her trust me, trust me in what i say.

this entry doesnt mean to offend anyone nor hint anyone nor threaten anyone. i m sad. everything is just what i feel. there's no pointing at particular person neither is anyone treating dardarmel bad now. she has all her good friends around her. (: she's blessed, she's blessed by having lots of good friends. and i guess, i m the worst person around her.








i love her. i wanna give her the best. (:

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.