sometimes, i will really die pleasing everyone.

anyway. today was happy-angry-happy-sad.
happy because school was fun and relax.
angry because kaixin didnt turn up for shopping due to rain.
happy again because i bought 4 tops.
sad because i had a tiff with daddy.

i had a really bad cry just now while talking to dardar mel, vomiting out the sorrow that i had accumulated. every quarrel, every complain is the same. i m sick and tired of it. i bought a top that is sort of like a dress which never in my life i had ever wear it before as far as i can remember. but i was being laughed by daddy.

i knew it was because i dun look very good in that. but i just wanted some change. i know i cannot take negative comments. so? i expected more like an encouraging words. ):

he said i was fat some times ago. i went swimming to try slimming and i even turn to slimming tea and slimming pills now to try slimming down. and i guess, i will turn to my diet now. i will eat sandwich and fruits everyday, every meals from now onwards. and HOMEMADE SANDWICH~~~~~
nothing but sandwich and my slimming pills and my slimming tea. i'll make sure i look good in that dress during chinese new year.

Never mind about the nutritions.
Never mind about the hungry-ness.

i will bring sandwich or buy sandwich for meals. (:
with lotsa veggie and tomato~

but.. when such things happened (the quarrel with daddy) then i will realise how much my mommy, my sister and my dar dar love me. How much they dote on me, and how lucky i m to have them with me.

mommy said she loves me just now.
sister texted me and said she loves me too.
dardar tell me how much she loves me either.

see, how blessed i m.

and, daddy said i m yaya and i m too fortunate.
he said i have attitude and that i should be lesser fortunate and he claims that he wants to take my car away.
fine. i will not say anything anymore. not more showing of faces to him, no more laughter, no more talkings, no more cars. i can still even live without my hps.

i m still sad anyway.

):

i need extra slimming and extra pimples curing please.

will you?

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.