EC sucks. BIG time.

i spend 4 hours STRAIGHT studying for it. but at the end of the 4 hours, i still know nuts about it. the paper, which is coming in less than 10 hours, will kill me straight. trust me. its been a trend that studying "computed-related" modules shot me straight in my heart.

i always fear studying them and i m always reluctant to try. i have myself to blame. because i neglected it since the very start of the semester. last minute study don't work. though i've been telling myself so much that i shouldnt do last minute study, i still dont change. i always remind myself that i have to start studying, but the other side of me will tell myself that, hey, i still have plenty of time. why not wait and do something that i like?

i always have this thought that 1 day can simply finish studying the whole 14 weeks lecture. but everyone knows its simply impossible. but who cares? i still procrastinate at the end of the day. ):

after this semester, i might left with 1 last semester to conquer. it might be my last semester studying and it might be my last time being labeled as STUDENT. there might not be any more exams that i m going to take (if i dont qualify for uni).

but at the same time, thinking that i have to mug again when i go uni, SCARES me off already.

well, maybe that's the reason why i dont score for ALL my exams.

daddy's so hardworking. why doesnt he has a daughter that's like him?
he works and works non-stop, because he wants to provide my family with a comfy life. and daddy, you did it. you do it way better den many daddys. i swear that its true.

i m fortunate to have a car to drive immediately after i got my driving license.
i m fortunate to be able to have a room of my own, being air-conditioned, with a LCD 32 inch television and having scv.
i m fortunate to be able to get weekly allowance from you. and the allowance is way more than enough.
i m fortunate to be able to get what i wanted (like hps, lappy, all kinds of electronic gadgets that i wanted).
i m fortunate to be able to get money when i ask from you.
i m fortunate being your daughter.
i m already satisfied.
(:

daddy works very hard at work.
ALL his employees say so.
he dont even have time for holidays.
he's earning way more than enough for us.
but who will complain when there's too much money?
money is always not enough.
he work more than his employees does.
he is responsible.
though he work more hours den all his employees, he still treat them good.
count them fortunate to work with daddy. (:

DADDY's the best.
he's watching soccer at this wee hours when he still have to get up at 8am to go for work.
i asked him if he feels tired going to work. he said YES.
i feel a pinched in my heart.
i think i should stop complaining about daddy and try to understand how tired and stressed out he is after a hectic day at work handling demanding customers. (:

i hope more public holidays will come and daddy will then be able to have a good day rest. (:

anyway, we are going to genting again this coming good friday.
hopefully daddy will enjoy to the max. (:

LOVE YOU DADDY.... (:

SORRY for all the shoutings and not understanding that i gave you in the past. i promise i will try not to do it again. (: i will listen to you. (:

xoxo daddy.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.