i m still NOT sober after hearing the facts the another friend (not really friend, cuz i just know his name only and i never talk to him before) passed away yesterday.

what's the most saddening thing is, he passed away due to an ACCIDENT again.
although he's not the driver, like derrick, i still feel sad.

REALLY sad.

whenever i see accidents that take away young lives, i feel sad.
then again, i m scare of my driving again.

sometimes i really wonder, WHY ALL ACCIDENTS HAPPENED?

recently, MANDAI just had an accident that is again, fatal.
whenever i drive pass, which i always do when i drive to school, i kept reminding myself that i shouldnt speed. even though i m like LATE, FREAKING LATE. because there's always kaixin or serene at my passanger seat. they shouldnt sacrisfy due to my reckless driving.

i dont want anything to happen to anyone around me again.
i just realise it's stupid to play with my car whenever i quarrel with dar dar in my car. i tends to go like CRAZY! really crazy. but i promise i wont do that again! never again.

i dunno how to describe my feelings now.

i dunno how to express myself now.

all my feelings' like MIXED up tremendously.

somewhere, i feel SAD.
somewhere, i feel SLEEPY.
somewhere, i feel like LAUGHING (because of chao ji xin guang da dao).
somewhere, i feel $@*^!@^&#@^*.

PLEASE STOP TAKING YOUNG LIVES AWAY. PLEASE.

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She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.