its always hard to make decision. especially when the particular decision involves something that means like everything to me. i've been thinking a lot a lot recently, and i've been guessing if she's thinking too.

i'm in a cross junction. i feel damn lost and lonely. i've never felt that in the past 2yrs 6months.

i've been telling myself that i can make it through successfully. i will be able to forget. but i guess, its easy to lie to people, but its not easy to lie to yourself. I always knew looking back at the cries would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back at the laugh would make me cry.

that's lots of things that i can recall and can make me feel a ache in my heart.

i seriously can't deny that i miss you. but whenever i remember how you choose your friend that day really makes me feel utterly disappointed.

and now... i think, you can already let go of this relationship.. so i guess, i'll prolly try my best.

i hate being heartbroken and i hate myself.

WHATEVER.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.