Today marks the end of the 2 years plus journey of mine. heart's dead the moment i knew that she didnt call or sms me. even if she did now, i think it wouldnt bothers that much anymore.

a fullstop seen for this relationship and a new beginning for the next one. imma back to single, but yet, not available. i guess, i am prolly not ready to accept a new relationship YET.

schedule packed till like next wednesday..... imma so gonna enjoy my this one week holiday. i m so glad that when my breakup is mentioned, so many supportive hands fetch me. this is what friends are for, correct?

but, imma going to apologise to dan and jacqueline here becuz i couldnt have the courage to meet them cuz it simply reminds me of the relationship. i scare i will breakdown in front of them because currently, we are the closest. no one knows my our relationship better then they do.

i guess, i need time.

there's one time, jacqueline asked me, "arent you scare of leaving melissa becuz all your friends will be gone too (jacq and dan and everyone)." i told her, YES. a big fat YES. i am really scare. but, if the relationship is really not working well, i think, dragging on isnt a remedy as well.

if i really drift away from the kampong kids, i guess, i will breakdown for another time. but i think, this is not what i can really control. however, i think dan and jacqueline will still be there for me. (:

anyway, let's now celebrate for a new beginning and not look back.

cheers to single life. (:

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.