Days have been rather busy and hectic for me.
Its been so nice to sleep recently. I usually fall asleep soundly after 10 minutes of resting on the bed. Waking up feeling lethargic and always have this "fuck it, i dont wanna go work" feeling. but at the end of the waking up process, i will still drag myself to work. when i start working, time pass like rocket. start and end is just like split second. i guess, this is the reason why i didnt take MC. Many many thing pilled up waiting for me to complete.

like i say, though i am exhausted everyday, i never failed to go out in the night till wee hours. i really dont know where the hell those energy came from, knowing the fact that i love sleeping at a lot and i detest the feeling of not having enough sleep. then i'll get super irritable and get upset super easily, like the snap of your finger.

Pool; Bowling; Mahjong; Drinking; Smoking. That's what i always do. OH! not forgetting, teaching many many many people to drive my pretty Toyota Vios. (: Hopefully, Mel will be my next disciple and i promise i'll teach her patiently and whole-heartedly.

i realise i smoke like a chimney. in the past, i cannot even finish a packet in 5 days. now i finish 1 within 2 nights because i only usually smoke in the night as i need to protray a "guai guai" image at work. SCARY. i needa cut down terribly. (: dan, let's cut together. LOL!

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i wanted so much to say everything out. i feel happy, but sad and worried. i am being tear apart by her indecisive-ness, by her contradictions. At some moment, she treat me like her little precious, wanting me to give her more time. but at another moment, she ask me to go, like how you chase a stray dog outta your house.

i really really dont understand how is she thinking now. i guess i prolly miss her too much. we broke off for a month. within this one month, i dreamt of her 3 times. i can recall clearly that for the first two times, she's still mine. and the last time, she said she love me but yet, she cannot come back to me.

i really understand her obligations. but yet, i do hope that she'll think through it thoroughly because now, i am starting to feel that kick that says, SHIJIE, its not fair to you.

i am not sure how long more can i stand so strong. i am afterall a fragile girl, that need tender loving care like how other girls need.

having said all these, friends, worry not, i still love her much and still waiting for her return. and then, till our REDANG AND TAIWAN TRIP. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.