Jacqueline, i read ur blog too and i felt guilty for making you cry when you read my blog entries. it doesnt meant to make anyone cry, its suppose to be a medium for me to despatch all my dismay and my sorrows. i maybe not one will read. but still, i will read every single entries displayed everyday.

I truly understand why Jacqueline can cry reading my blog entry. She's suppose to totally understand how i feel and what am i going through right now. Everywhere i go, my body may be there, but my heart, my soul is with Melissa. this fatal fact has never change from the day we broke up.

Jacqueline lost something that belongs to her friend. I lost something that belongs to me. Someone accidently (or purposely), take it, and treat it as hers. i hope she can return it to me. i m not saying melissa is a "thing" but she's rather part of me. Someone picked it up, please return it to me? i lost myself after i lost her.

i've been crying for a week. and and nothing seems to change. my tears almost dried up, but no worries, i'll refill it daily to make sure that it is full enough for me to drain.

I understand alot of things through this "emo" period of mine.

now, i understand why people send threatening messages. This is because they merely wanted your attention. You may find it irritating and ignore it. but please, bear the consequences yourself.

now, i also understand the meaning of "the power of love". if melissa wants to come back now, i will accept her whole heartedly despite her having another girlfriend between this period or she lied to me tons of time. Seriously speaking, i don't mind.

i understand why some girls dont mind being a third party. because if now you ask me to do it, i will. i seriously will.

i know whatever i say is stupid, its so unlike me. but FRIENDS, trust me. i will overcome this slowly. let me emo for a while more. hang on a while more... the more i dont think, the more it is harder to get rid of. the more i think, i feel that gradually, when i think again, its nothing any more. (:

time will prove that i will still be a strong girl.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.