Have been really thinking alot recently.

and i guess, finally, my heart and my mind meets. i have decided to put everything down. and just enjoy my days from now onwards. i'm really sick and tired of her empty promises.

i hope i am determine enough this time round. becuz i will still get drowned in her sweet talks, her empty promises and my tears each and every time she tell me that she will definitely comes back to me. be it face to face, or smses. I will believe it. then, i will get thrown down from wherever i am at once again.

no expectations, no disappointment.

thus, i should start to not have any more expectations for her. live on with whatever i have and move on once i find another suitable partner. say goodbye to old love, happy memories becuz, it will be history from this very moment.

if any point of time, she decided to leave peggy for me, i will be more than happy. but then again, i'll hope that she would prove to me that she's once again worth my love and will cherish me.

she had let me down too many times. so much that i've already lost count of how many times. she've changed. she's no longer the dardar that i once loved so dearly.

her empty promises.
her bad tempered-ness.
her stubborn-ness.
her indecisive-ness.
her fickled-minded-ness.
her two timing.
her no-self control-ness.

so much so much. that she is totally different from what she is 2 years 8 months back. now i start to wonder, if i really love her, or i only love her companion.

christmas is coming in no time and i am not prepared for it at all. i dont want to spend my christmas being single as well as spending my chinese new year alone. i am not ready at all for the cruel world.

having said all these, my heart still opens for her, but i really dun wish to put in any more effort. becuz, the more i put in, the more expectations i have and the more disappointment i have.

so, i should just silently awaits for the precious moment to come. if it doesnt, den...........



JUST LET IT BE.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.