i am now at home, not resting, but yet, still working.

Office computer is killing me and i hate using the computer. It literally slows down my capabilities by half. ): i am so gonna bring my lappy to work tomorrow. while then again, i doubt so because its freaking heavy.

Love is come soon but i dunno why i am having a very heavy heart. probably because met XXX first become coming over. i mean, i would love to ask her, "if XXX was to go home instead of back to camp, will you still come over?"

if she tells me yes, den of cuz i'll be happy. then again, if she says no, what m i suppose to reply? given my temper, i guess, i will prolly tell her not to come again next time. She's with me. but is her heart with me? and i'll think again. she's with XXX, but is she missing me at the same time?

whatever sweet things she tells me, did she tell XXX the same things as well? she tells me she will come back and ask me to give her time. did she tells XXX the same thing as well? i mean, i know being IGNORANT is a BLISS, but then again, who doesnt want the truth. and till now, i can differentiate what's right and what's wrong, what's false and what's true, what's real and what's fake.

24thDec, the day that decide my fate, the day that decide my relationship, the day that decide if i should move on without her.......

ohhh.. come to think of it, prolly i will find someone else during the process of waiting?

On Tuesday, 14th SEPTEMBER 2008. our 2yrs 8months anniversary. Met love at Northpoint. she was terribly late. ): told her i was quite disappointed. flare a little at her, asking if she's really keen on meeting me. she said, sorry DARLING. my heart melts.

went to changi beach where we talked things out. settle a little things, feelings for her is still like 2 yrs back. she gave me her "favourite" ring that i asked for on Monday and she rejected it. and now, the pretty ring is on my hand.

Well, XXX called her twice. i was sad. who dont? but afterall, she's her official gf right? i am like a 3rd party to the relationship. BUT FUCK CARE. love's selfish. she belongs to me first. whether or not XXX flirts with her in BMT when i am still with love, i fucking dont wanna know.

after all the breakup, den i realise i can do so much so much for love. its so much that no one can believe i am doing it. haha, hey, i have a princess attitude k. stubborn too. i want means i want and i dont please dont force me.

anyway, shall wait for love to come and sleep tgt. (: shall have a SWEETEST friday. you know why? cuz coming to my house is initiated by love, not me. finally she do something which makes me smile the whole day. (:

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.