MSN on my office lappy is down. I just cant seems to sign in.
without MSN, i can predict that i'll be bored today. ):

anyway, to compensate for not being able to msn, i shall blog.

some random thoughts going through my mind... some confession to make myself (roll eyes) feel better.

Why the hell do people lie?
Does lying gain you benefits?
You earn as you lie?
You have extreme satisfactions if you successfully lie?

When u start lying, you will need a series of lies just to cover for the initiate lie that you've said.
subsequently, more and more lies will be pilled up and eventually, whatever you said will be a lie just because u choose to lie at the very first place.

SO why lie?

i dun deny that i do lie, but lying to your loves ones will make you live with guilt. dont you think so?

i lie:
to my mama that i aint a lesbian.
to my family that i dont smoke.

and yes. all these things that i am doing is all "underground" in front of them.

that's why i love going outta my house, everyday. because i can say whatever i wanna say and do whatever i wanna do cuz no friends can stop me from being who i want to be exactly. if they cant accept me for who i am, leave.

but i cant leave my family just like that.

so, everything leads to another term call - WHITE LIES.

does white lies consider the "angelic" side of lies? or are they still a bunch of craps? excuses to make the people who lie feel better, less guilty?

(:

i know not the answers to my questions.



ANYWAY, aunty just sent fruits to my desk and YES! (:
i can eat my favourite GRAPES.. :D



P/S: i hope i can get what i wanna get (:

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.