nothing seems like going my way now.

i have no where to vent my anger on. i can feel that its pilling up. small little things trigger my anger and i just feel like screaming at the top of my voice....!

work is i-dunno-how.

it just seems to me that working hard and motivation doesnt really constitute to results. i guess i am just to blur and careless. and yes, the beginning of the internship does affect somehow because i just broke up with melissa at the point of time.

i knew that it will pull me down. i knew that i aint giving my best shot. i am trying to compensate. but apparently, it cant be.

and now, it keeps me wondering that taking up internship; is this the best choice?

did i regret it?

i hope it doesnt pull down my grade so that i can successfully go into a University.

i want to go thai pub. but someone said this, "not what you are craving for you will get it." so i guess, nah, i aint getting it again.

i hope tomorrow is better.

hope someday somewhere someone will be waiting for me, willing to provide me with her everything.... (:





Lian Nah: tomorrow will be a better day (: i live with this phrase.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.