It has been hell long since i touch my blogger site.

I read through those entries during the breakups.
Suddenly, i felt heart broken.
I hate reading those things, because it actually brought up all the unwanted memories.
I know people will not visit my blogger site any more and suddenly, i feel very relax and stressless to blog here. (:

Maybe i should secretly use this site again. :D
but before i will use this site again, i will delete ALL the unwanted memories. Or i will force dardar to read it first. make her understand what kind of life i am going through when she is enjoying with peggy. (:

Then maybe should will treat me even better.

Well, not that she hasnt been treating me good, she has been treating me 10 times better than how i treat her. I have been having irregular mood swings lately that makes her go insane. She has to be prepared for my mood swings, handle it and she has to handle it well.

I asked her recently, do you think i am a very horrible girlfriend? she said no.
I asked her, do you think i am very stubborn? she said yes.
I asked her, do you think i am very demanding? she said a little.
I asked her, do you think i am very hot tempered? she said yes.

Then she adds on, she said, you are hot tempered, but you will be okay in a while. your hot tempered doesnt goes on very long. (which goes to show that i am a very quick tempered person). Very true indeed.

I love her very much. But sometimes i realise i dunno how to express myself.
I am aint a romantic person. or putting it in this way, i hate mushy mushy things.
haha, and that's me.

on another hand, dardar loves that.
Sometimes, she do expects such things from me. but i really don't like it. thus, i would flare at her. i feel so guilty. but hai ya....

okay... enough of my rantings.. i am sleepy, i shall turn in. good night.

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.