Sometimes, its so intimidating that your mind contradicts each other at a speed before you can even realize.

At one time, i can feel that she's so not worth to be my friend and i dislike her.
But at another time, i feel that she's such a nice friend and i should really cherish her cause i may not be able to find such a friend anymore.

I see friends come and go from my life.
I see how friends become foe.
I see how powerful miscommunication can be.
I see how revengeful human nature can be.

If you are not good, you don't want your foe to be as well.
that's selfish.

Anyway, being a honest me, i take revenge. I seize chance to make people detest you if i myself detest you.
I gossip.
I backstab OR I don't backstab (depending what's your definition for backstabbing.)

I can be really nice likewise I can be really mean.
At times, I myself get all confused.

I should learn to be contented with what i have now.

I remembered when i was younger, when i don't score well in examinations, i compare myself with the weaker ones, so that it seems that i am doing fine afterall.

But when handling your life, why can't we compare ourselves with people whom are less fortunate than us? Why must we compare ourselves with people who do better than us?

Let alone monetary wise cause you may say its a type of motivation.
Fair enough.

Let's say things that you cannot control.
For example, the family that you live in.
Where you are not as rich as others, where you don't as much pocket money as your friends. You start to curse and swear. Start to blame your parents, you start to wonder why.
But why not we compare with people who get lesser than us?

%$@%$@$^$^!!!!!

Whatever it is, its easier said than done.

Enough of ranting.

Goodbye.

P/S: I AM FREAKING HUNGRY NOW!!!

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.