Tuesday, July 14, 2009
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WE did say that its okay if we don't go.
Its not like we never and we pretend nothing is going on.
You assumed that we'll be unhappy but in fact, we are really fine not going today.
afterall, nothing was accomplished at all.
if i remembered clearly, its definitely not the first time that i cried over this "biased" issue. i don't see why because you are unhappy, he got to (be it pretending or REALLY BIASED) so that he can please you.
by doing that, it hurts me way more than anything.
YES, i don't deny at all that he does dote on me, he does provide me the best. he did that to you too. Don't he? So don't make it sound like i have the world and you had nothing.
Please do ask yourself this question. You really think he never dote you MORE than me? The "biased" issue never once happen between both of us? Please really think through it before you say he really treat us equally.
You can call me being jealous, being petty so that i don't even wanna speak to you.
I wouldnt deny i am jealous, but he really hurts me by pulling me down just to please you when i aint the one making you upset.
If you are finding an apology within this entry, here it is.
(These sorry is sincerely for you. Not at all any means of "suaning", if that ever come into your mind. Afterall we are sisters, i know its really a minor issue. We are grown ups. We should be able to take all these blows.)
I am sorry for initiating to go to buy some not urgent things despite your hectic schedule.
I am sorry for making you angry.
I am sorry for hurting you.
I am sorry for not understanding you at all despite me being through that phrase of life.
I am sorry for ignoring you.
But at the end of it, i still cannot take it.
Why must i be punished for things that i never did wrong, by the father that i love most?
Just give us a little time. We know we'll work this through, TOGETHER, as sisters.
I know we will, you know we will too. (:
Cheers to the sisterhood.
Yours Truly
She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.
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`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/
hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
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great 20th birthday
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Polaroid camera
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New curtains
`more heels
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Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
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Chained Bucket Bag
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A tattoo (:
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Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
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Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films
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♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
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