Maths is taking up all my brain juice and leaving none for economics.

I have yet to even start revision for economics not because i have confident in it but maths is still in a total mess. I realise i totally forget about the past topics for maths and i need a lot of time just to recall how to do them. i cannot imagine if this happens when i am in the exam hall. ):

they are merely bridging courses and i feel that i am struggling for it... i am really starting to doubt my ability for my actual units.

is it because it has been awhile since i mug for exams or is it me that is weak in these modules? and now, bigger headache. i actually opted for managerial maths. i think i can just go die with managerial maths. [many many ): !!!]

studies and personal issue are really taking a toll on me. i keep having sleepless nights. i really need to drain all my energy before i can get to sleep. there's no way i can rest when my mind has the energy to think.

i cannot even concentrate to make myself to sleep because anything comes into my mind and that's it, they conquer my mind. then i will think about it and really gets very bothered by it.

so amaze by the fact that i actually go to the extend to think about things that happened a year ago; the break up with dardar. its actually A BLOODLY year ago. time really just passed before you even realise. my stamina is really not good enough to catch up with TIME.

now that exam is just next week, my mind is full of figures and graphs.

i am thinking about using aroma therapy. i really wonder if it really works. maybe i should just buy some and use some during those sleepless nights...

and and! staying up till wee hours is horrible. because i gets really hungry at this timing. but there's no way i will eat because eating before you sleep is a SIN for me. but then again, how can you rest well with an empty stomach?

(:

just a piece of good news out of so many bad ones, my new LG TV is coming tomorrow. okay, i am repeating myself.

as much as i still wanna study and practice my maths, my eyes are telling me that they are giving up. so i am heading to bed, with my newly bought ikea bedsheet.

xoxo, and good night DARDAR and the world.


P/S: "Knowing" is a show i wanna watch with dardar with the arrival of my new tv. i still don't understand why i missed that show when it is up in the theater. (anyway, i managed to download it for free and the ending sucks... so cheers to that!)

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