It always heart wrenching to see friends, especially close friends, around you feeling upset. I know its inevitable, but i just cant help but to feel sad. Then, i feel guilty for not being able to do anything to make them feel any better. All i can do is to assure them that i will always be there for them. Cause in any time if i am in their situation, i do hope they will do the same.

Never underestimate the power of friendship (:

Guy is something that can never be trusted. No matter how much i tell myself that i should or i can do it, some issues will definitely cock up. At the end of the day, everything goes back to a square one.

Sweet talk is crap.
Assurance is crap.
Confused is crap.
Uncertainty is crap.

They are just no any better than crap. Seriously. If not for the sake of reproduction and LEGAL marriage, i swear i'll never be together with a MAN. That's the reason why i am working this hard. For my own future, thus never will i need to rely on man. I am not giving them any reasons for them to be a step above me. I will not boost their egos.

Things are easier said than done because they are never in our shoes. I've been in that horrible shoes. I know how it felt to be cheated, how it felt to give in your everything yet yearning nothing in return. How it felt to accept promises even if you know they are merely empty promises. Because you always thought love can do wonders. You always believe that as long as you give in your everything, you will gain a happy ever after ending.

BULLSHIT.

i never trusted happy ever after ending. i never liked bed time stories. you can only fantasize but not hoping that it will come true. pardon me for being practical but nonetheless, that's the fatal fact that you ought to accept. relationship; breakups, marriage; divorce. How many people can sustain theirs till they grow old and die together? and how many third-party relationships?

after seeing so many failed relationships, i really don't dare to step into another one. no doubt being single tends to feel lonely but that's about it.

my world revolves only around myself.

cheers to that. (:

She's a fatass bitch. She loves gossips and smoking. Adores bad badtz maru, and loves lychee. Having regular meals and sleeping is not her hobby but merely for survival sake. She thinks that the evolution of mankind is the greatest mistake that mother nature has ever created. She's easily provoked, thus don't be her friend if you think she doesn't fit to be. Afterall, she can't really be bothered by it as well.




♥ Shijie Khong.
27June, Cancerian.
Loves red.
Bad Badtz Maru's lover.
♥♥ Baobei.khong is my princess (:



`car of my own
`human sized bad badtz maru
`Bad badtz maru's Tee!
`Bad badtz maru's bedsheets
`visit to taiwan/bangkok/hongkong
`visit to redang/bintan/tioman/phuket
`great 20th birthday
`Polaroid camera
`New curtains
`more heels
`Converse sneakers
`Singapore Flyers
`Chained Bucket Bag
`A tattoo (:
`Pink polka dots hairband
`batam cable skiing
`Queen Sized Bed
`Suntanning soon :D
`NUM Havaianas flip flop
`Polaroid Films


♥ Jan01`New Year Day!
♥ Jan27`Brother Khong's Bday!
♥ Jan27`May's Birthday!
♥ Feb14`CNY Day1..
♥ Feb14`Valentine's Day
♥ Mar18`Sister Khong's Bday!
♥ Jun25`Gracey's Birthday.
♥ Jun26`Mummy's Bday!
♥ Jun27`MY 21st BIRTHDAY!
♥ Aug09`National Day!
♥ Oct12`Wenzi's Birthday.